jari menaip laptop di..

Berada di lobi Hotel Swiss Garden Kuantan.
Sangat berbeza pengalaman dari bermain di tempat lain.
Seronok .. orang lalu lalang, Alunan muzik dari piano sangat mengasyikkan. Pakcik pemain piano sangat bersemangat. Muzik die juga mendau-dayu indahnya.Terasa mahu duduk je kat sebelah pakcik tu dan perasan yang pakcik tu mainkan untuk saye(perasaan..lari~)
Walaupun hujan lebat,keadaan sangat meriah..
Ade pelancong2 dari luar negara.. ramai. Ade majlis agaknye malam ni.
Ade tayangan filem layar putih di tepi kolam mandi~(teringat zaman skolah2 dulu)
Lampu2 mewah terpasang~
Sambil tunggu mama dan papa habis acara.. main internet. Adik bermain di pusat permainan.
Terasa mahu berbahasa baku tiba2.:)
kanak2 berlari anak di depan saya sekarang ini~ ibu2 mengejar mereka secara perlahan~
bahasa dituturkan tidak difahami, mungkin Jerman .
Apa-apa pun, seronok rasanya berada di tempat baru

PANDAI SILAT@Cekak Hanafi

Ok.. harini, pergi rumah persatuan untuk dengar tentang PandaiSilat @cekakHanafi
Agak menarik...Suatu strategi menjenamakan semula silat2 Melayu yang sememangnya perlu dipelihara.. Sangat bersemangat Encik Am memberi serba sedikit mengenai butiran2 berkenaan kempen ini.. Tajuk yang 'catchy' dan usaha murni memperjuangkan Silat Melayu terserlah..
Rakan2 Cekak Hanafi sekalian.. Mari sokong kempen ini.. Mari kita bangkit semula!!
(semangat2)
I'll try to get more information about this~

Visiting hospital

Just came back from K.T, visiting my uncle in hospital..
He was totally different six month ago ... He's really skinny and bed ridden.
He was diagnosed of stage 4 -lung cancer.. The cancer cells were already attacking his throat and kidney by now.. 6 months ago.. we could see a small white mass on his x-ray(upper right lung). The x-ray now is half of the lung is totally damage...:(

What we can do now is to give him a comfort treatment..x use of doing chemo ...he can't take it..and during our short visit,i could see his siblings and his daughter were doing as best as they can to give him comfort
. His daughter was there for almost 24/7. She'd lost her appetite too..She looked sad but she can't expressed it.
Last night , mum told me she read an sms from my aunt, who was there accompanying my uncle n his daughter in the ward.
She saw, my uncle called her daughter.. then, he kissed her forehead..with the energy he got..its a touching moment if we can see it.. although its quite normal.. but,try to be in their shoes,..

We had to go back home as sisters and brother had school the next day.. Mum had work.. dad must rest.
Let us pray , Allah will help him by reducing the pain he gained..
As for us, who is still healthy.. do take care of our health.. avoid things that will destroy u later..

Freak out~

Its MOnday~ No morning class except for Islamic knowledge~
Had Biochemistry test just now~
Managed to answer all..hope can score..amin~

Alhamdulillah, my dad is fine now. Thank you so much for everyone who prayed for him..
Now, he's on diet and have to quit smoking.
we're very grateful to Allah~ AMIN

This afternoon, my friends and i having our lunch in Pharmacy's canteen~
We saw our favourite lecture as usual.. And..
He treated me an ice cream... OMG i was so surprised~ and pleased too... sangat tak sangka..
I bet i have to study a lot on his subject after this..:)

Last night, i was on my way to campus for Hajat prayer. On the way, i heard a knocking sound from behind. 1st it was slow.. then, getting louder and louder at the back.. giving me creep..uuuu:S

Just ignore it.. but it got louder whenever i make a turn...
This morning my mom using the same car.. she heard the same.. louder2.. then, she stopped at the side of the road..Opened up the bonnet.. Guess what she found??
...
...
..
. Its a can of IDEAL MILK..
Duhhh.... the can did freaked me out... Ouch~

Meeting

Papa is having heart attack..
Muiz got PUD..
erm.. quite a tough n emotional week i guess..:'((HOSPITAL WEEK)
However.. relatives and friends did visit us.. Thank you for your support:)

Lets pray papa n muiz will get better as soon as possible.
euu.. my english getting worse day by day , have to improve on it.

BTW..
We had a class meeting today. Well obviously we didn't act like a family of 09/10 biomed class.. These are the reasons i think that might be the cause of the problem:
1. We have huge an thick barrier among boys and girl
2. Lack participative among guys
3. No common sense of responsibility
4. Very few outspoken people to voice out the prob

microscope's stress

Its the 2nd session for anatomy lab...
Still,can't adjust my eyes when occupying the microscope.Ouch
Have to rely on right eye to look at the sample.. Huuu.. if i use both... the images were blur. But nevermind, i enjoyed that session.. beautinful tiny things to see. Subhanallah.. you're the best creator~
Just learn 'bout epithelium n connective tissues.. more to come after this~:D

..alien me..

Alright..Here's what i felt after being an 'alien' for quite a time in a community:
1. Things that i did oddly will always get attention
2. Being outspoken might made me isolated by group of people who x agree with me
3. Always be the last one to know everything
4. People ignored me
5. Lost in the crowd
6. I don't get information when people around speak in their mother tongue(i'm an outsider remember)
7. I got 'death stare' whenever i spoke with the mic.
8. I made a clique with others that share the same problem with me
9. Some of them cannot tolerate with differences between us
10. i got to blend with them, no matter i like it or not
11. People smile in front of me.. but back biting me at the back
12. People cannot adapt with my directness

Dude.. manners please~

I might be not that good in religious study..
I might be not graduated from religious school..
I might not understand Islam deeply..
But for sure , i know the limit and attitude as a muslim..
I know the ethics of communication between gender..

I was really mad at this one individual.
Just because of an incidence happened in the class this morning.
One of my friend told me this..
We're required to sign the attendance sheet before we walked out from the class. There was this one guy , who supposed to give the girls the sheet after all the boys had sign it. The girl who wanted to take the sheet from
him, lend her hand to take the sheets from him politely..
Instead of giving it nicely to her, he just threw the papers away , without saying anything...OMG!
What kind of attitude is this?? if he's such a barbaric guy.. i can forgive it.. he might not familiar with ethics and manners.
But i can't accept this kind of attitude as it is coming from university student..
Dude, where's ur 'Adab'?? x u learn it in school when u'r little??
or, x ur parents teach u manners??

Such a shame to have this kind of people here..

Snap!

Huu, i've to skip my biochemistry class just because of some stupid car sticker case.
i came to Uni around 10 mins before class. Then, at guard house, the guard were doing their duty. For sure i got to stop coz i've no sticker. Have to deal with the clerk at the guard house. There,a lot of other student applying for the sticker.
Here's my conversation with her:

Me: kak , nak apply sticker , tolong cepat sikit ye, saya ada kelas sekarang ni.
Clerk: Adik ni baru ke tau nak renew sticker.
Me: Baru..
clerk: Year berape?
Me : 1st year dan saya duduk luar , rumah dekat
clerk:Eh, 1st and 2nd year x boleh bawak kereta, Kene ade surat dr baru boleh bawak
Me:Eh, habis tu, yang 'leave off campus, or yang duduk kat IM 2 atau 6??
Clerk: Motor je boleh bawak
me: erm, kalau saya hanya ade lesen kereta macam mana??
Clerk: itu saya tak tahu. Sekarang adik kene jalan kaki la ke kelas

It was already 20 mins there, and i have to walk to the class which takes me almost 30 mins coz my departmnt was very at the end of the other side..
Huh.. Therefore i just skip it, rather than make my lecturer mad. Plus i'm not that well today.

Don't their consider at all for student who leave off the campus even the 1st year. What a system?, allowing motorcycle but not car. Thats not fair for those who don't have motorcycle licence(including me). i've to get a senior to get the sticker for me. Thats totally unfair.
For 1st year, only the students who got Dr's recommendation can be allowed to have a car. In this case, do i have to fake my health condition???

Cabut rumput

Hihihihi, harini, kami sekeluarga mengadakan gotong royong mencabut rumput2 liar yang menjadikan laman kami macam semak .
hahaha, join a bit late coz i woke up late, oopz~
Sangat seronok,masing2 ade tempat alas untuk duduk dan mecabut rumput.
And, to my surprise..ade tikus baru beranak dekat laman kami. Ibu die lari lompat tembok.. Hopefully x mati la.. Die meninggalkan 7 ekor anak2 yang masih merah.. mama jumpe secara tidak sengaja semasa mencabut rumput liar dekat pokok2 Lili.
@ ekor terjatuh,kemudian dengar lagi bunyi anak2 tikus dlm semak yang dah dicabut. cari2, jumpe lagi 5. Masing2 sangat comel~ kiteorang adik beradik mengadakan sesi 'Animal Planet' sekejap. Siap ambil gambar, usik2 anak2 tikus. Siap letak dalam kotak lagi..
Hihihihi
Sesi mencabut rumput habis jam 1215. Mujur laa hari mendung~
sekian

...

kura2 sudah diberi antibiotik.. sangat gembira~
Onichan , tqvm~
Have a chat with long lost friend. Good to be in contact
Having vulnerable feeling for a while.. unstable hormone perhaps(again..sigh)
Due to H1N1 case, i was at home for more than a week.
A lot to be cover
Short holiday for us here..

Urm, mungkinkah saya malas?

THINGS TO BE DONE
1.revision(such a nerd~)
2.Update FB,Blog, Pics on FB
3.Laundry
4.Housecleaning..(kemas2 bilik)
5.Sent message to groupmembers
6.Update contacts in Address book
7.Some calculations
8.Do my hobby~
9.Video making(family day)
10.Nak g pC FAIR!!
* 3/10 accomplished~
*Haish...

Wednesday blues

People, i'm back.. huhu.. hiatus for a while..
Although at home now, still have work to do, so ,no time to face this lappy and online unless for important matters.
Yeehaa.. Almost two weeks studying biomed in Kuantan, yet not many friends i gained. Ahakz.. Need to adapt with it.or just live with it.
The Worldview lecture always make me yawn.. uh ohh..huaargh.see.. i did it again.

The schedule here is pretty weird. we're free on Wednesday and Saturday only. 7 hour class on Sunday. UUUU, this schedule ruins my plan on weekends.
Feeling like dropping the Halaqah session~

Well,at office now. i mean mum's office. Done with the video .Just need to email it to Farah.. Farah chan,really sorry for the delay:S
Mahu tengok Public Enemies di pawagam.. unfortunately, its not in Kuantan right now:(

...urm...

2 days without class=boring
1 day full of class=tiring
1/2 class in a day=just nice
Ahakz.. my 1st week in Kuantan campus.
Met Ameera here..and yes, she's my course mate.
Its totally different environment compared to Gombak..or i'm still in adapting mood here
Somebody, knock my head please..hehhehehe
Fathin called me this evening.. yeah sis.. u made my day.. i miss u babe.. i miss u.. And to Anam.. get well soon yeah..
Hanan n Ayu..Miss u guys too..
Cekak Hanafi Gombak members, i'm really sorry coz unable to join u guys for wajadiri this coming 26.. i hope i can be there to give support..
Not in a full spirit now.. aiiyyoo..

Econs to bio

Ait.. Now dekat lab.. penat berjalan kaki nagn Mira nak cari kelas.. Hehehe, terase junior semule ..
Dah jumpe kelas,tunggu masa untuk kelas bermula.. Konpem lepas ni bawa bekal siap2. Cafe jauh.

Di kampus Kuantan... belajar sebagai student biomedical science..
Kawan2 di Gombak sane.. Teh minta maaf ye if ade silap salah, luaran n dalaman..
Insyallah.. free2, Teh melawat ye..

Update kemudian. tibe2 tiade idea..

Lalalala..oh Lenka.. ur stuck in my mind !

Ni terpengaruh ngan cik Fathin kite..
Now. dah melekat dalam kepale.. lalalalala

Artist: Lenka
Song: The Show

I'm just a little bit
caught in the middle
Life is a maze
and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
I can't do it alone
(I've tried)
and I don't know why

Slow it down
make it stop
or else my heart is going to pop
'cuz it's too much
Yeah, it's a lot
to be something I'm not

I'm a fool
out of love
'cuz I just can't get enough

I'm just a little bit
caught in the middle
Life is a maze
and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
I can't do it alone
(I've tried)
and I don't know why

I am just a little girl
lost in the moment
I'm so scared
but don't show it
I can't figure it out
it's bringing me down
I know
I've got to let it go
and just enjoy the show

The sun is hot
in the sky
just like a giant spotlight
The people follow the sign
and synchronize in time
It's a joke
Nobody knows
they've got a ticket to that show
Yeah

I'm just a little bit
caught in the middle
Life is a maze
and love is a riddle
I dont know where to go
I can't do it alone
(I've tried)
and I don't know why

I am just a little girl
lost in the moment
I'm so scared
but don't show it
I can't figure it out
it's bringing me down
I know
I've got to let it go
and just enjoy the show

oh oh
Just enjoy the show
oh oh

I'm just a little bit
caught in the middle
life is a maze
and love is a riddle
I dont know where to go
I can't do it alone
(I've tried)
and I don't know why

I am just a little girl
lost in the moment
I'm so scared
but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
it's bringing me down
I know
I've got to let it go
and just enjoy the show

dum de dum
dudum de dum

Just enjoy the show

dum de dum
dudum de dum

Just enjoy the show

I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show

I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show

Encik.. mintak derma, sempena.....

Hihihihi.. Tadi, bosan2 belajar.. merayap laa ke compartment kawan. Adelah tgk satu majalah ni.. belek2 , tibe2 terpandang laa pada satu wajah yang cukup dikenali.. yess.. kawan masuk majalah.. ada kata2 yang bermakna di situ.. Sayang betul, gambar yang dimuatkan dalam majalah ni cam dah diedit.. kawan tersebut tampak berisi.. aduh.. Siape yang meng'edit' ni perlu belajar semula..

time kecik2, dulu, wajib dapat 1 kad jogathon warna merah jambu.. Fungsi, mengutip sebanyak mana sumbangan daripada keluarga dan jiran tetangga.Waktu kecil sangatlaa lurus.. minta aja.. dan dapat laa sumbangan dari sekecil 1 sen hingga laa sebesar Rm 100.
2 minggu lepas adik minta sumbangan.. baru je hendak beri, tiba2 terdengar laa rungutan dari kalangan dewasa.
"X patut laa pihak sekolah buat macam ni kat budak2.. mintak derma.. macam mengajar mereka meminta2 pula tanpa sebarang usaha.. "
TErpegun jap.. erm... pasanglaa telinga.
Sepatutnya, guru2 turun padang sekali.. Bukannya kasi kad macam ni then, suruh budak2 ni mintak derma, cam pengemis laa gaya nya. Cubalaa buat jualan amal ke.. x pun, pergi rumah kerumah.. tanyakan pekerjaan yang perlu dibuat sebelum mengutip sumbangan.. Baru laa masyarakat ikhlas memberi.. Ini, mintak dengan air liur.. orang nak beri pon belum tentu ikhlas.. Kadang2 ,sebab kasihankan kanak2 ini mereka beri... Mak cik punya anak hari tuh.. mak cik x bagi tau mereka minta2 macam tu,mak cik suruh mereka buat kerja macam menyapu dan buang sampah baru bagi.. Bagi dieorang faham, bukan senang nak dapat duit.. kene ada usaha baru dapat.

Hurm.. betul juga ye.. mungkin aktiviti meminta2 duit sempena kebajikan ini perlu dikaji semula.. Bukannye ape.. pengalaman sebelum ni kan.. minta sumbangan pakai air liur, majoriti buat muka... kene tahan telinga juga kene perli dan kutuk2 sebelum dapat habuan.. Mula laa kita skeptikal habis. Minoriti yang benar2 ikhlas.. beri sumbangan dengan senyuman dan doa.

Huhu..

Berkurung

Hari ini,ikat kepale ngan kain ..hot choc kat sbelah, buka lampu studi di siang hari..
Yess, I'm studying hard for the upcoming exam. Huhuhuuu.. kind of late, but yeah, still have time.Read the notes, and redo the quizzes. I'll be in this condition for another 3 days.

Not much to be written here, just best luck for Ms. Ika, Chaed and Ms.Ain at SACC. Jangan jatuh pentas ye.. I bet they'll look very beautiful there. Sorry i x come, no transport:(

Kawan2 KYUEM yang dah balik Malaysia, selamat pulang ke tanah air diucapkan.
Hurm.. Last night , went to Cekak training at Damansara with Ms.Yati, Abg Daus, Nu'man,Ghufran,Faiz n Najah. Good thing is , met learner from young to old.. The youngest aged 13 , oldest 50++. They're determined in learning it.Abg Wan taught them here. Pictures have been taken . I bet Abg Daus will post it soon in CHUiA blog.Reached mahallah at 1++.A good exposure for us.

Another 3 days left for me to do preparation. Gosh..then i'll be free for about 2 weeks. Can't wait to be home.. Yeah!!

perluke nak MELENGGANG BAGAI?

Tadi melawat blog pali..katenye, kolej dah dapat bas..Tahniah KYUEM .Akhirnya bas yang dinanti2kan telah muncul.Manfaatkan sebaik2 nya..Jangan mebazir air dan elektrik juga..hehehe

Berjaya menghabiskan Bedar Sukma Bisu dalam masa 5 jam ekoran kemalasan membuat ulangkaji(buka lampu meja, air coklat panas kat sebelah,ikat kepale dengan kain laa malam ni jawabnye..aja aja fighting!)
Sedang makan malam dan bermain internet dengan adek Fathin kite.

Sementara teringat.. tadi, dalam perjalanan ke kelas, jalan laa laju ,ekoran lambat kan..jalan ala2 laju sket2, adelah minah2 2 3 orang di hadapan.. Dalam perjalanan ke kelas agaknye, tapi lenggang, alahai, kalah makcik jalan gi pasar.. perlahan yang amat. tau laa perempuan itu sinonim dengan sopan, tapi bertempat laa. ni dahla lembap, kalah kure2 ..jalan lenggang2 itik, baju pun ala2 sarung nangka.. i can see the shape well.. Feewweet.. nasib baik badan lawa, kalo berlemak, berbakul2 kutukan laa yg dapat.. muahahaha. Yang tak puas hati, mereka menghalang jalan di susur gajah yang mmg laa dah kecik.. jalan dekat yang amat, jalan bagi berbunyi bagi alamat untuk ketepi.. akibat x de hon, minah2 nih x perasaan. akak hot tibe2.. ye laa.. nk cepat, tepati masa, nak ontime laa katekan. Akak pon speed lagi, sampai terpijak laa flip flop (slipar jepun) minah yang sorang nih.. dengan lagak diva, die memaling buat muke lak tuh, then mendengus kecil.. huh, barulaa nak bagi jalan..
pastu siap merenung2 tajam, kononnye marah.. akak pon menguatkan suare," OMG,xcuse me..u gurls r so slow~step aside!" sengih jahat,terus jalan laju menonong g kelas.. yess.. tu diah, puas hati..

Kot ye pon nak jalan berkawan, speed tu bagi laa laju sket, tak pon jalan laa ditepi2 , ni , padan menghalang jalan je.. Kalo akak ni big size, dah lame langgar dari belakang.Bagi tande2 sopan pon buat tak endah.. mmg nak kena minah2 ittew~

Madam Kamariah~

Right, done with my last class for MAF.
Mdm Kamariah was so calm and inspiring, with the words,
'Don't worry bout ur mid, concentrate on ur final, Insyallah everythings going to be fine' , with her cute chubby face.. Madam, ur just like a baby. Sangat geram, rase nak cubit2 je pipi Ms. Sangat2 chubby..So cute..always make me smile during her class although i admit.. sometimes i dozzed off. Sorry miss , can't help it.. HUhuHu

Hhehehe, Finnished reading 'I am Sultan Alauddin ', by Faisal Tehrani.
Just a simple but full of meaning hidden.About our past history of Malacca. Not like in the text book.Mostly, he wrote on all the Sultan good deed for the country and how cruel were the enemies of him. A lot, Including his own family..So people out there, Don't trust anybody.. like mum always told me..
After this , going to indulge with his next book, Bedar Sukma Bisu.. The award winning novel if i'm not mistaken.. urm, i do think i'm going to be a kipas susah mati of this author.

Last night, after practice, almost all of the members went to Waqec for our supper. Have a chat , watched 3 Abdul. Abg Wan told us bout his interesting experiences.
A really good one,an eye opening for me. Hahaha.He had many friends with different and interesting characters to be analyse.Don't have to talk much bout it. And personally, i think he's a nature guy.. from the way he told us his journey hiking a mountain, waterfall and etc..

Alright, have to be well prepared for my finals.
Later