Visiting hospital

Just came back from K.T, visiting my uncle in hospital..
He was totally different six month ago ... He's really skinny and bed ridden.
He was diagnosed of stage 4 -lung cancer.. The cancer cells were already attacking his throat and kidney by now.. 6 months ago.. we could see a small white mass on his x-ray(upper right lung). The x-ray now is half of the lung is totally damage...:(

What we can do now is to give him a comfort treatment..x use of doing chemo ...he can't take it..and during our short visit,i could see his siblings and his daughter were doing as best as they can to give him comfort
. His daughter was there for almost 24/7. She'd lost her appetite too..She looked sad but she can't expressed it.
Last night , mum told me she read an sms from my aunt, who was there accompanying my uncle n his daughter in the ward.
She saw, my uncle called her daughter.. then, he kissed her forehead..with the energy he got..its a touching moment if we can see it.. although its quite normal.. but,try to be in their shoes,..

We had to go back home as sisters and brother had school the next day.. Mum had work.. dad must rest.
Let us pray , Allah will help him by reducing the pain he gained..
As for us, who is still healthy.. do take care of our health.. avoid things that will destroy u later..

Freak out~

Its MOnday~ No morning class except for Islamic knowledge~
Had Biochemistry test just now~
Managed to answer all..hope can score..amin~

Alhamdulillah, my dad is fine now. Thank you so much for everyone who prayed for him..
Now, he's on diet and have to quit smoking.
we're very grateful to Allah~ AMIN

This afternoon, my friends and i having our lunch in Pharmacy's canteen~
We saw our favourite lecture as usual.. And..
He treated me an ice cream... OMG i was so surprised~ and pleased too... sangat tak sangka..
I bet i have to study a lot on his subject after this..:)

Last night, i was on my way to campus for Hajat prayer. On the way, i heard a knocking sound from behind. 1st it was slow.. then, getting louder and louder at the back.. giving me creep..uuuu:S

Just ignore it.. but it got louder whenever i make a turn...
This morning my mom using the same car.. she heard the same.. louder2.. then, she stopped at the side of the road..Opened up the bonnet.. Guess what she found??
...
...
..
. Its a can of IDEAL MILK..
Duhhh.... the can did freaked me out... Ouch~

Meeting

Papa is having heart attack..
Muiz got PUD..
erm.. quite a tough n emotional week i guess..:'((HOSPITAL WEEK)
However.. relatives and friends did visit us.. Thank you for your support:)

Lets pray papa n muiz will get better as soon as possible.
euu.. my english getting worse day by day , have to improve on it.

BTW..
We had a class meeting today. Well obviously we didn't act like a family of 09/10 biomed class.. These are the reasons i think that might be the cause of the problem:
1. We have huge an thick barrier among boys and girl
2. Lack participative among guys
3. No common sense of responsibility
4. Very few outspoken people to voice out the prob

microscope's stress

Its the 2nd session for anatomy lab...
Still,can't adjust my eyes when occupying the microscope.Ouch
Have to rely on right eye to look at the sample.. Huuu.. if i use both... the images were blur. But nevermind, i enjoyed that session.. beautinful tiny things to see. Subhanallah.. you're the best creator~
Just learn 'bout epithelium n connective tissues.. more to come after this~:D

..alien me..

Alright..Here's what i felt after being an 'alien' for quite a time in a community:
1. Things that i did oddly will always get attention
2. Being outspoken might made me isolated by group of people who x agree with me
3. Always be the last one to know everything
4. People ignored me
5. Lost in the crowd
6. I don't get information when people around speak in their mother tongue(i'm an outsider remember)
7. I got 'death stare' whenever i spoke with the mic.
8. I made a clique with others that share the same problem with me
9. Some of them cannot tolerate with differences between us
10. i got to blend with them, no matter i like it or not
11. People smile in front of me.. but back biting me at the back
12. People cannot adapt with my directness

Dude.. manners please~

I might be not that good in religious study..
I might be not graduated from religious school..
I might not understand Islam deeply..
But for sure , i know the limit and attitude as a muslim..
I know the ethics of communication between gender..

I was really mad at this one individual.
Just because of an incidence happened in the class this morning.
One of my friend told me this..
We're required to sign the attendance sheet before we walked out from the class. There was this one guy , who supposed to give the girls the sheet after all the boys had sign it. The girl who wanted to take the sheet from
him, lend her hand to take the sheets from him politely..
Instead of giving it nicely to her, he just threw the papers away , without saying anything...OMG!
What kind of attitude is this?? if he's such a barbaric guy.. i can forgive it.. he might not familiar with ethics and manners.
But i can't accept this kind of attitude as it is coming from university student..
Dude, where's ur 'Adab'?? x u learn it in school when u'r little??
or, x ur parents teach u manners??

Such a shame to have this kind of people here..

Snap!

Huu, i've to skip my biochemistry class just because of some stupid car sticker case.
i came to Uni around 10 mins before class. Then, at guard house, the guard were doing their duty. For sure i got to stop coz i've no sticker. Have to deal with the clerk at the guard house. There,a lot of other student applying for the sticker.
Here's my conversation with her:

Me: kak , nak apply sticker , tolong cepat sikit ye, saya ada kelas sekarang ni.
Clerk: Adik ni baru ke tau nak renew sticker.
Me: Baru..
clerk: Year berape?
Me : 1st year dan saya duduk luar , rumah dekat
clerk:Eh, 1st and 2nd year x boleh bawak kereta, Kene ade surat dr baru boleh bawak
Me:Eh, habis tu, yang 'leave off campus, or yang duduk kat IM 2 atau 6??
Clerk: Motor je boleh bawak
me: erm, kalau saya hanya ade lesen kereta macam mana??
Clerk: itu saya tak tahu. Sekarang adik kene jalan kaki la ke kelas

It was already 20 mins there, and i have to walk to the class which takes me almost 30 mins coz my departmnt was very at the end of the other side..
Huh.. Therefore i just skip it, rather than make my lecturer mad. Plus i'm not that well today.

Don't their consider at all for student who leave off the campus even the 1st year. What a system?, allowing motorcycle but not car. Thats not fair for those who don't have motorcycle licence(including me). i've to get a senior to get the sticker for me. Thats totally unfair.
For 1st year, only the students who got Dr's recommendation can be allowed to have a car. In this case, do i have to fake my health condition???