Empty

I'm just too lazy to go for tutorial as nothing to be done there, so i skip it..hihihi.. sorry mr.H.
Erm, another 3 month to go for A level.Need to be prepared mentally and so as physical. We've started on past year papers for further maths,revision on Econs and just finished the last topic for physics.Hectic week, yeah..i admit it.

As i got busy with academic stuff..i'd neglected something that is quite important in my life.And i regret it so much.I feel totally guilty with it but i just don't know how to overcome this matter.
Sometimes, being busy with academic make us selfish.(from my point of view). We concentrated too much on study until we ignore people and environment around us.And worst..ignore our own health(skip meal, sleep late etc..)thats me..i think..dull and blur person.

Maybe my daily time table is not efficient enough because i failed to achieve happiness.Yeah..
Happiness...in the term of quality of life, not material well being. i feel empty now..totally empty.
I can laugh and cry with people around but i just don't know why i did that.i envy with the people with full of spirit.seriously. coz i bet i can even hurt myself without feeling pain and guilty right now..Argh..i'm really in the stage of emptiness right now.

I'm a Boring person...

10 Things i'll do when i get bored...
1. Sleep
2.Jumping
3.Monologue
4.Laughing
5.Sketch something
6.Surf da net
7.Eat
8.Find someone to talk with
9.Playing wit da toys
10.Comics(yeay)

House Trip

We went to Tasik Chenderoh, Perak..it is sumwhere in Sg Siput if i'm not mistaken.The place was nice and cool(for me)..

Day 1:-
We moved around 8.45 am,Saturday morning..i think, we were the 1st to go.Its uncle Devan's school bus.(again)Urm, 2 buses overall..Girls n boys were separated.We watched 'A walk to remember'.1st stop at Tapah.Then, arrived there around 12 sumthing.

After checked in to d chalets, we had our lunch n Zuhur prayer before we moved on to water activity.Pak Long Tompel, his nick name was the trainer.Sengal habes..(so watever~) but we did enjoy it.The activities were Kayaking and Water confidence. I like the water confidence..as i was so relaxing and challenging at the same time.

Feels like budak kampung mandi sungai..Man!!! Surely i'll miss that moment.
The river was not so bad..Kayak wit Syah Fat.Then,took photos during evening .
Nite time, dinner and a few games such as Musical Chair, Charade,Cap Kalicap..n etc..It was fun when it comes to 'Simbah air+tepung' session..most of us got wet..Especially famous people..

Inside chalet ,we continued playing cards, Victim n killer, Mafia and UNO.

Day 2..
War game and Balloon game..Its fun but in the end..it turn up to be Rugby...OOpz!
i bet some of us cannot take that.
Overall, its enjoyable. I got to know d juniors more n spent my lil time with the comrades
Photo session b4 we continued the journeyto Jusco Ipoh.
We watched movie entitled ...... Not bad for 1st timer.
Slept along the way back..Tiring, of course..

Nite time...i just managed to do 1 further Question then i was asleep.
hehehe, i bet my buddies from other house surely enjoy their time too.

Strange..strange strange

enche strange seorang yang aneh...die menggemari kucing kerana kucing merupakan sejenis mamalia yg comel.Enche strange mempunyai kepakaran yg saya kagumi...iaitu..membuat aksi yang aneh dgn selamba.
one thing i really like bout dis person is..he's really strange but he's cute when he's in dat weird condition.enche strange sgt sabar melayan perangai pelik saye.
Man..ur da best buddy dat i ever have!
ayat diatas ditujukan khas kepade enche strange...
me..hav to stop 4 a while..sumting wierd is going on here...
i bet , it must be da hormones..endorphines perhaps...
buddy...seems like i'm having da strange symptoms too...aaaaaa

Suasane dlm kelas physic yang seram2 sejuk

INi namenye Meltiz apebende tah...
gune die,Nak tengok kehadiran
electron yg kalernye hijau2 alien

Yang ni pula sekumpulan saintis praktikel
yang tengah syok usha spectra yang cun kat tiub berisi oksigen

Ni gune die nak menyimpangkan pergerakan elektron yg kiut yang ditembak dari pistol die.
kaler biru...huyyooo


Hihihi, ni lah die antare bende2 best yg boleh dijumpai kat dalam PHysics lab kat sekolah aku.
Skarang kiteorang dah nak habis silibers..so ade can laa jugak nak usha mende saintifik camnih..kalo x,dengan ketiadaan lab yg agak lame..memang penohlaa otak dispoonfeed kan dengan data konkrit yg telah dinotakan di papan putih oleh chegu tersayang kami semue...

harinih, kiteorng dikonpiuskan dengan sifat semulejadi sebuah objek yang digelar star..mengikut ape yang diajar tadi..sun=star...btol...tapikan..tbe2, star it memantulkan cahaya matahari...terdapat sedikit percanggahan yang menggoyahkan kejap pegangan sains astronomi aku..setau aku..star emits cahaye..planet dan moons..reflect d lights ..konpius..pertanyaan demi pertanyaan diajukan kepade chegu kami...akhirnye kami same2 pening..ape2 pon..awan dekat space sane dipanggil nebula..dari nebula..bintang2 baru akan lahir...tu tetap dalam kepale..
teleskop hubble gune die untuk kire jarak twinkle2 lil star di angkase.tebukti betul..x caye rujuk teks fizik keluaran shortman.

ok..cukup laa dl merapu2 nih utk petang nih
ade mood aku buat lg

saye nak merapu sebab otak da tepu

Harinih..teramat2 la blur...tahap dewa douh..sampaikan enche strange pon buat2 strange dengan aku..sabar je..test td pon dijawab dengan mode seperti laptop masuk spyware..sampai mase habis pon x habis jawab lagi...(memang tahp blur yang tinggi)

main skipping dengan lunch sebab nak elak traffic jem..Keputusannye..perut nyanyi lagu metal..poyo gile, pecah gegendang....dengan sisa2 tenage yg tinggal....basuhlaa baju ala2 mamak tebar roti canai, penat laa jugak...tp untuk mmbuka buku ..terase macam nk makan pasir...so..jalan2 g restoran terdekat. jumpe sahabat nih..kiteorg ckp2 laa pasal treshold wage rate, campur dengan demand for labour in PC...kenape hard disk boleh rosak..ditambah sikit dengan topik ape yang dimaksudkan dengan 'CUTE'

sahabat yg dirahsiekan identiti nih..seorang yg kelakar n kiut....ala2 manis senyumnye...
kiteorang buat macam dekat starbuck ...bezenye, cume laptop diganti dengan kertas2..

hihihi...balik...tgk kosong je, huaaa..sangat sunyi.

Losing momentum...oh No

After doing some crazy things few months ago...i've decided not to bother my feelings anymore..
Its hard actually...really hard..to ignore ur desire to hide ur emotion and etc..As a result....i'm getting blur day by day.Sometimes i fill like i'm alone, though i'm not actually...ayyoo

still coping with my studies.Thank God i began to understand them now..but in a slow mo..
Duh..
Going for housetrip tomorrow..haven't packing yet.

I'm in da mode of study 1 week ago n now i'm losing it..OMG..OMG hate to face dis..But i'm a human too..need a rest..for a while..but not too much

Well, being blur is a total disaster.
i'm happy to have people who understands me a lot..esp.. mr Poisson distribution n Mr strange n not to forget mr BUddy..they know how to handle me..yeah..

today, the college announced the new Sc for session 08/09..hope they'll play their role well for next sems.

nuthing

Another 15 mins to go for Silat stuff...just for juniors.
Busy wit revision and studies+few things regarding college..
Uh Oh...
Dis evening , having a photo session with chalet mates . Well, at least we managed to get the photo at we want...
ok, stop 4 a while..need to prepare 4 phys test tomorrow~